Ages past and years to come...

We are painting a quilt panel, eight by eight feet, to hang on the newly renovated high barn. It is the same pattern of the quilt that hangs in our dining room, a friendship quilt given to Michael’s grandfather over one hundred years ago. Each woman who worked on the quilt signed her name at the bottom edge and those names are mute testimony to friendship shared in youth and old age. Before our quilt is finished, everyone here will have been a part of its creation and it will have the names of the farm family signed at the bottom.
Leisa, Diane and I were painting Saturday afternoon when one of those priceless conversations occurred, a conversation that echoes in my soul as I sit at the computer this morning. We have known each other long enough now to be honest, seen each other through some really tough times and celebrated unexpected joys, shared meals and the daily tasks of farming, loved, laughed, wept and torn our collective hair out together. So, you never know where our conversation will go. We began to talk about aging.
Our bodies are changing. We are thicker, broader, slower, grayer, creakier than we used to be. If we had the chance to time travel back in our lives, we would tell our younger selves how beautiful we were and freed ourselves from the body anxiety we all carried as young women... the “Is my butt too big?” syndrome.
Now we know two things about our bodies. First, no matter the shape or color or size, in our youth we were always more beautiful than we knew. Few of us appreciated the gifts that came packaged in our young bodies... shiny hair (my favorite), limber ligaments, strong bones, muscle strength, smooth skin. Secondly, inside these wrinkled aging bodies we are young still. When we look in the mirror, we see not only what is but what once was. Underneath my eyebrows where the skin is wrinkled and drooping down, a body gift from my grandmother, are the eyes of a little eight year old Peggy, bright and shiny still. We feel young even though we appear old.
I can no longer climb the chinaberry tree, sit in the fork and read a summer afternoon away but I can still swing under our old oak tree and feel the freedom of youth when I hit the top of the arc. I used to gallop on horses without flinching and now a canter is my top speed, but the sense of joy is the same. I play the piano for worship with more abandon and less worry over missed notes than I did when I was young. My fingers are not as nimble but my experience compensates. And therein lies the wonderful truth of aging.
The Old Testament character Job says, “Wisdom is with the aged, and understanding in length of days.” Some of us have eyes to see beyond the surface and ears to hear beneath the silence as we age. And what Leisa, Diane and I know is this truth. We are all the seasons... spring, summer, autumn and winter... with memory of the past and hope for the future. Aging bodies are not all of who we are. We are bodies and souls, young and old at the same time, offered to God as a loving thanksgiving gift. Thanks be to God for old eyes that see young, aging bodies that carry strength and wisdom gained through suffering and joy, and the blessed assurance of life everlasting with the One who is ageless and age old. I sing my favorite hymn now with gusto and understanding... O God our help in ages past, our hope for years to come, our shelter from the stormy blast and our eternal home! It is more than enough.